Well, my blog is practically dead. so, no one shall no this blog is still alive.
Its the first day of his absence, him being in Malaysia is just...horrible.
I realise im actually quite..idk how say but ya

I feel that if theres a choice, you'd definitely choose her
I feel that you like me but you love her
I feel that everything you did was not because you love me but in fact, out of curiosity
I feel that because you did'nt win her heart, you went for me
I know that im not as good as her
I know that shes cute and stuff
I know that shes a million times prettier than me
I know that im quite tom-boy
I know that you still like her
I know that youre still unsure of your feelings
I know that you have second thoughts
I know that you felt i was a challenge because he went for me too
I know that my standards are like shit
I know that i cant be possibly be as good as her
I know that its fact that you see her everyday in school
-and therefore, im kindda worried that you might just realise you like her again
I know that i cant be a better gf
I know that im not the typical good gf
I know that even at this point, you'd still choose her if she likes you
I know that im always like number 9643234678012983
I know that games are the most important to you
I know that your compliments on her are sincere
I know that i can never possibly be as good as her
I know that shes better than me.
I heard what you actually said on the phone, 'like Jace' but i pretended i didnt hear cause i dk how i can answer to it

It hurts to know that youre having second thoughts
It hurts to read that you still like her.